March 4th 2026

Digital Journal Entry

Hello world!

So my birthday is over, and it was pretty fine. I got far too drunk on several occasions, and had fun times with friends. As I inch closer and closer to moving away, it all feels weird and scary. I spent too much money, as I usually do, on these nights out and I’m worried about my Europe travels. I think I’m quite low effort with saving, which is really dumb. I also can’t just magically stop drinking, because I got gifted several bottles of spirits, and I don’t want to lose my social life. It’s a weird dilemma, because spending all my time alone means I’m sad but then going out with friends costs me money which I need for my future. I think I’m going to bite the bullet now though, and get far more serious about saving. I have just under two months to save, and I think I got this. There’s no proper goal, but I think I want at least £2000. I’ve got lots of work coming up, so hopefully I can do it. I’m also going to be doing some work abroad, so there’s that.

Anyway, I bought some new notebooks, because I’ve been enjoying doing some actual, physical writing. I started writing some poetry in my last journal entry, and since then I have written two more poems. I think they are alright? I can never really tell. I know if I show a friend then they will gush over how great they are, which is a given because they are a friend. It’s not like they will tell me it’s shit. I haven’t done much other writing though.

I have been slowly playing some random games, and I’ve been quite inspired recently to get back into Cities Skylines. I want to build cool, realistic scenes and take photos of them. I like building stuff, it’s just peaceful and fun.

Anyway, I’m getting back into work over the next few weeks and hopefully making lots of money. I will see what happens

Thanks for reading.