March 1st 2026

Digital Journal Entry

Hello world!

Some random updates for the moment. I’ve been working a lot as per usual, and going out as per usual. I feel really weird though at the moment, because I’m mainly stressed about moving. It’s a lot to take in, and while I’m super excited (obviously), I’m super nervous. Work has been annoying, mainly because of some of the people. I feel like I’m actively disliked by most staff members, and while I’m sure that’s mostly not true, it still gets to me. I tend to get into my own head a lot. I officially handed in my notice to quit, and got a really sweet response. I absolutely adore the management team at my job, and it will be really sad to leave them.

I’ve not done much writing recently besides these updates, but at least I’m semi-consistent with them. I tried my hand at writing a poem, and it’s okay? I think? I don’t know. I think poetry is nice because it can be short and sweet. Much quicker to write a poem than it is to write a novel or script.

I have been having such a hard time writing these updates because it feels like so many events blend into one. I’m just coasting about until I move. I got really scared about some of the Iran news recently, especially since there’s mention of nuclear weapons. If a nuke dropped on my city, I’d die in an instant, and that’s such a scary thought. It made me feel a bit better in a way, because I thought that I should stop caring about random, stupid stuff and just start living my life better. Why should I care about what people at work think about me when I could die in an instant? Weird train of thought but it’s true! Anyway.

I watched some films today, and got a haircut yesterday. The haircut was funny because I hadn’t slept in ages and was almost falling asleep in the chair. Oops. It’s also my birthday in a couple days, and I’m not really excited. I hate my birthdays, and just feel miserable around that time. Oh well, it will pass. Maybe this year will be fun but I won’t count on it.

I don’t want to end this update on a miserable note. Life is good! I am actually chilling, besides the fact my birthdays suck. I also enjoy these updates when it’s just a random collection of thoughts. They should be messy and not super serious.

Thanks for reading this!